ANXIETY! [feat. E. Foster]

from DEEvsEVERYBODY! by DEETRANADA

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lyrics

in the house too much I always wake up late,
and everybody tell me “damn you gonna sleep ya life away”
shoot.
too anxious lately, gotta go,
everyday i’m gone on the road,
fans see me they freak out take cell phone out and flick it up strike a pose
that’s how it go,
I just need to know,
why i’m always in a cubicle,
beautiful twisted thoughts bout who gon show up at my funeral,
... yeah - I know
I been real sad - I know
my face tell it all when I feel like i’m getting mad - it shows,
I been in my bag, excuse the duffels round my eyes my bad,
still skipping class, real blunt when it comes down to that, I pass,
time wasting time- and time again, I show my ahh, and blast
my niggas that ain’t my niggas, go back to being sad, and laugh, on god it’s bad

I put my all in, guess that’s what they call it, trying to put ya heart in only end up leaving you all heartless, guess i’m weird regardless, tried to cry for help since I started,
this whole thing retarded, niggas fired if we being honest, well i’m being honest,
bottled everything up
some. things. that- I never speak of,
family quote unquote trifling
damn well
time to speak up
because I got mixed personalities can’t you see us?
ease up, I hate everybody!
nobody showing me love,
the mirror talking to me, saying she missing the old me,
well that’s the old me,
oh jeez-
you moving ya hands too much, I think I might OD
you chewing too loud, you walking to close,
you asking me things I don’t even know,
you staring too long, you seeing my soul,
niggas is killing me I need to go,
the room is too hot, my heart is too cold,
the word that you used got too many o’s
i’m growing too fast like what i’m supposed to do,
I won’t get close to you, i’ll ruin ya life,
my niggas is telling me diamond I miss the older you,
-
I’m just anxious.

credits

from DEEvsEVERYBODY!, released September 27, 2019
produced by Gho$t

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DEETRANADA Baltimore, Maryland

DEETRANADA (dee•truh•nah•duh)
Hailing from Baltimore, Maryland, DEETRANADA first started writing poetry as an escape outlet for her emotions. Realizing the power she held with her pen, her energetic personality and hard delivery, DEETRANADA continues to show the world how she’s coming. ... more