Who next who the next round, shoot, Everybody tryna get down, who, tryna come at my neck now, sick- i’m a dog nigga take me to the vet now, been around 2 years swear i’m a vet now, been around 2 months swear you the best now, verified oh you think you getting hella checks now, guess I gotta play dumb checkers not chess now, boy what the... tuh, my life better knuckle up, I had dreams so different and I swear that this ain’t what it was, I done fell in love, got my heart broken, and I did some drugs, and I had nights I woke up in a sweat and ain’t know who I was, niggas claim they real but niggas never tell the bad side of they life, like the stuff they don’t bring up in raps that keeps them up at night, I been looking up to people I ain’t never seen in my life, half my idols now my enemies but I ain’t gon’ rap in spite, been thru dirty sheets, old shoes, dressed in hand me downs and old news, having no love tryna demand it, dinner was sleep, dream of a sandwich, having no AC god damnit, not wanting to be on this planet, reminisce, but i’m still a G, baby, I still got my bad habits, I got stuff I never said that imma get to in these rounds, I got people I want dead i’m still gon’ get you with these rounds, all my niggas out for blood but we don’t bang red, we some hounds, who gon look out when my conscience ain’t around? well, see got a dude that ain’t my dude but baby always held it down but I get shook up when I think he might leave when I hit the pound, -and sometimes I only bout things I shouldn’t stress about but who gon’ look out when nobody ain’t around? Dee Vs Everybody, and I mean everybody, this ain’t joke, I hate everybody like everybody all y’all can go and choke, it ain’t personal but the world let me down when I was like 4, and it never stopped, said I was gon talk my sheet, cover up for these body bags if I ever drop, going thru depression it seems like it can’t get over me, 2 for 2 with life I think I’m finally bout go for three, momma said do school and get ya paper like you sposed to be I got so many issues over me, That’s why its Dee vs everybody

get em dee yeah I got em x4 get em dee they ain’t nada x4 who’s hot who’s not, tell me who rock, who killing y’all whores, all y’all flops I pop the who nots, so when the news drop please save the ooh ah’s I knew y’all wasn’t in shape like fupas, so i’ll get the 1’s the 2’s and doo-waps, dummy I’m the one that’s cool and you not, vs everybody like i’m in call of du- ah, wrong game but it ain’t game nigga, I was bout it bout it een before the fame nigga, numbing mouths talking like it’s novacane nigga, oh it’s deetranada YEAH YOU KNOW THE NAME NIGGA, and I’m- still the hottest out on a cold day, don’t make me go to my old ways, grandma took too much rest her soul, so I ain’t taking nun from you ofays, get em dee yeah I got em x4 get em dee they ain’t nada x4 I love lil kim, but the stuff I talk about”ll make her scrunch her face to her old face, MJ with the aim stupid, got em yelling annie are you okay?! old dude trash had to anty up my old bae, he hit me, saying that he miss the old thang, told him don’t call me, for I pull a OJ, fa fa fa fa fa, COLD CASE, machete in the back- i’ll pop the trunk out. came up in the game and got the gunk out, better know the name don’t act too tough now i’m deebo nigga get knocked the fuck out, pull up with a stick hop out the truck, bow, 30 with a clip, you talking tough pow, heard they on my tip, I had enough now, so i’m knocking niggas out like Ali first round get em dee yeah I got em x2 get em dee they ain’t nada x2

Woah Woah Woah Woah Woah Woah Woah Woah Don’t come clo clo clo close x2 No no no I’m in my mo mo mo mode mo mo mode Back up like woah woah woah woah Back Back Back need 10 feet Crew came thru and we all gon’ shoot we 6,7,8,9 10 deep, We all known but we don’t know you I only speak fendi ADHD like Kung Fu Kenny I’m off one but I don’t sip henny I’ll still Beat a bih face like fenty what Writers block got me hot, so i’m spinning niggas blocks, people mad on IG, Cause DEETRANADA got em blocced, AK in my carry on, Nothing here to see so carry on, I don’t do that internet talk. I make home runs. Barry bonds. word, why these bums diss when they really ain’t gettin no money? talking bout they robbin on sight for the past 2 years and they still ain’t take nun from me, trick i’m a dog, woof woof bark tuh my breed in my blood too raw, I ain’t never talk to the law ask me what I seen swear to god I ain’t saying what I saw Cause the police shooting and gangs recruiting so guess what a gangster doing, make holy music, just to do it to y’all and I hate to do it lil bit face the music I’m raw like bass acoustics I’m hot like ramen noodles, You talkin like you paid to do it Woah Woah Woah Woah Woah Woah Woah Woah Don’t come clo clo clo close x2 No no no I’m in my mo mo mo mode mo mo mode Back up like woah woah woah woah It ain’t love, and nah I ain’t stuck lil bit you ain’t tough and you ain’t a, girl i’m afraid of because it ain’t none, reasons to be girl shake sum, sike nah you don’t shake none give me reason I shouldn’t shoot you. CAUSE IT AINT NONE You ain’t blood, heck nah you ain’t cuz real g’s gon’ say sum Let me catch you round here, You dead cause you can’t run I swear to god i’m freaking, I See you no speaking You just gon catch these hands stop playing with my name lil bih you geeking

heard ya pockets on E love to talk so they talk about Dee yeah x4 and the haters i don’t see got a problem then that’s where we gon be yeah x4 yeah I gotta keep it g momma hate it but that’s how I gotta be yeah x4 i’m in love with counting cheese always grinding so i’m never catching Z’s yeah x4 — watch ya hands when you talk to me, you stalking me, you is not the boss of me get off of me, - like a mosquito bbz. bzzz, you is not offing me, take you out don’t care bout what it’s costing me, skr skrr riding in the ghost like it’s haunting me, I don’t pick up phone i’m just gon ask you what you want from me, yuh aye, demons wilding lately they been taunting me, so my diamond shining extra bright you know i’m flaunting it, i’m big now, you not the team then you can get down, yeah that’s what it was and what it is now, yeah yeah yeah, broke niggas make me sick now, we know that’s C-Z nigga you can gon and put ya wrist down, yeah aye, Shhhh, they been tell me i’m it now, getting crazy looks and so i’m walking with the stick now yeah yeah yeah I ain’t even got hella money like that, but i’m hollywood i’m moving like i’m rich now aye aye heard ya pockets on E love to talk so they talk about Dee yeah x4 and the haters i don’t see got a problem then that’s where we gon be yeah x4 yeah I gotta keep it g momma hate it but that’s how I gotta be yeah x4 i’m in love with counting cheese always grinding so i’m never catching Z’s yeah x4

I love the thought of what we could be I love the thought of what we should be in my feelings for you got me diving off the deep end when I think about you I be geekin x2 I just hope you feel the same I been going through some things I hope you don’t break my heart I hope you never gon change, I don’t know much about love, -but I know it starts with you, I really hope you not playing worst feeling is to be used what imma do, i’m feeling you, i don’t feel no one, this weird, I don’t like anybody, crazy cause you ain’t just anybody, i’m hoping that you not anybody i’m bold when It comes to how I act I choke up when I try to tell you bout it can you handle me baby i’m really rowdy cause you told me you ain’t like them other dudes I hope you told the truth crazy over you hope you don’t play me cause i’m vulnerable, my dawgs tell me don’t press down too hard I gotta keep it cool, but things it I can’t keep my cool, my heart stop when I think of you, cause boy you got me geekin I love the thought of what we could be I love the thought of what we should be in my feelings for you got me diving off the deep end when I think about you I be geekin x2 these niggas be stupid I swear that all of them the same but I smile i’m stupid whenever someone say ya name, if I shoot my shot, is you gon block it, cop a chain, is you gon rock it, if you got a question when we older, is you gon pop it, will it work out, no one knows, will it work, i’m hoping so, cancer’s emotional, can you handle feelings overflow- ing know you got options but i’m just hoping i’m the one you chose drunk offa yo presence when you round me I might overdose you told me you ain’t like them other dudes I hope you told the truth crazy over you hope you don’t play me cause i’m vulnerable, my dawgs tell me don’t press down too hard I gotta keep it cool, but things it I can’t keep my cool, my heart stop when I think of you, cause boy you got me old me you ain’t like them other dudes I hope you told the truth crazy over you hope you don’t play me cause i’m vulnerable, my dawgs tell me don’t press down too hard I gotta keep it cool, but things it I can’t keep my cool, my heart stop when I think of you, cause boy you got me

yeah, aye I gave you all of me, I gave you all of me had to let go, had to let go, know it was hard for me yeah why you keep calling me you messed up the harmony knowing my pride, I let you inside I gave you all of me yeah x2 I had to let you go, you kept on stalling me kept blowing my line, kept wasting my time, disturbing all the peace keep playing games, throw dirt on my name i’m calling up all the g’s I just want some love, I just need a bag, I promise that’s all I need, I was tryna comprise my heart I couldn’t even tell the lies apart, I was even gonna hold you down if you was to go behind them bars I was even tryna give you the world but you kept asking for the sky and the stars, you geekin’ nigga I ain’t going for it I ain’t loving you because you can’t afford me god damn said you wasn’t gonna switch on me boy you lied, fraud lil broke boy yeah yeah that’s yo type stay from round me got it by my side, you ain’t never gonna have another me in your life I gave you all of me, I gave you all of me had to let go, had to let go, know it was hard for me yeah why you keep calling me you messed up the harmony knowing my pride, I let you inside I gave you all of me yeah x2 don’t give a f cause i’m heartless and celibate elephant pendants, pop perkies like m&m’s don’t pay attention, I need me a ritalin me and a player- i’m using my synonyms done being cordial, these punks don’t deserve it talk to me nice nigga watch how you word it homicidal thoughts- I might act on a urge mess around and pop 10- leave you there cause you worthless, back on my draggin’ I guess protecting my heart need to cop me a vest did me too cruddy man I thought you loved me you went and broke me pulled my heart out my chest, dang wanna put ya face on a white T probably why ya momma don’t like me left for a turkey, nigga really hurt me, you can tell that new girl fight me said you wasn’t gonna switch on me boy you lied, fraud lil broke boy yeah yeah that’s yo type stay from round me got it by my side, you ain’t never gonna have another me in your life I gave you all of me, I gave you all of me had to let go, had to let go, know it was hard for me yeah why you keep calling me you messed up the harmony knowing my pride, I let you inside I gave you all of me yeah x2 (I gave you all of me, I gave you all of me) (why you keep calling me, you messed up the harmony)

I don’t really want you now you was never really down but somehow I want you round me, man I wish these feelings go away x4 man I wish these feelings go away x4 you was never on my team I guess say you love me but you meaning less I was never gonna leave ya side but you wasn’t feeling me I guess swear I wish these feelings go away, didn’t want to be alone today took the time to write the time to write a song bout you whole time you was a throwaway don’t listen to me, i’m just in the way, you don’t care about, bout you and me, but here I am tryna get an answer wanna know you really after, ran up the phone bill talking to you, when you didn’t een deserve the chatter, I was going back tryna get the old thing back, you broke phone, took care of it just to not get a ring back, guess i’m stuck in my old ways, cause i’m missing the old days, tried to be ya Nicole, but you had to do me like OJ I don’t really want you now you was never really down but somehow I want you round me, man I wish these feelings go away x4 man I wish these feelings go away x4

6th 7th grade I had a plan to make it through the threshold, I didn’t say to achieve it that I ain’t make a mess though, The classes drawn out more and money wasn’t coming so I ended up just tapping into cars instead of tapping pencils, dang. Investigations coming was the memo, The knockers spinning round the block to ask us questions but the only thing that boomed into my mind was telling pigs N-O, The system bigger liars than chins on Jay Leno, You woulda thought that somebody woulda spoken, or figured out that who did it would be 1 up on some tokens but they ain’t think the girl that stayed all in the house was provoken, I only did it just to prove I can open doors they tried closing, Breaking into opportunities they said wasn’t open, I ain’t steal nun but they peace of mind, and nobody noticed, The last person they suspected was a girl that can’t even focus, I popped a Altima a GT and a black Ford Focus, skrr. Tuh. They went and looked for a bunch, Not a lor girl that was tryna get a meal for school lunch, It wasn’t free cause though we was clearly down in the dumps, the paper said we wasn’t qualified cause we made enough, Seeing mom and dad- scraping dollars that they ain’t have, made me irritated so I went and got me a bag, Looking back at them days I drink my Fanta and laugh, cause to this day, ain’t nobody ever caught my ass. So I ain’t mad he a hoodlum, He just tryna eat, man I hope they don’t book em. System inconsiderate don’t even be looking, So I ain’t mad he a hoodlum. Trap. And I aint mad they some hoodlums, They just tryna ball man I hope they don’t book em System inconsiderate don’t even be looking, So I ain’t mad they some hoodlums. trap. And I ain’t saying this for kids to act, I just want yall to understand how we living lavish, correction. I meant to tell you how we living famished, And how republicans act like they never do the damage. Oops. Rappers can’t talk polls and religion, Instead tote polls and send em to god and enter the prisons, The outside looking in and never just want to just listen, So let me straight up tell you what goes on inside this prism. You put a liquor store on every corner daily, Don’t offer jobs, close all the schools and open prisons, Offer section 8 and only throw in guns, crack and barely Ever try to think - what makes the neighborhood crazy? But hey, I ain’t the mayor or the president, Nor am I legal with voting rights, or heaven sent, I just want someone to understand that this hood America unless we millionaires Or the 1 percent. so in conclusion. Don’t be mad we some hoodlums. they just tryna eat, man I hope they don’t book em, System failed us all and don’t even be looking. So I ain’t mad they some hoodlums.

when I’m looking outside little niggas on they own all we ever hear is shots fired bullets they ain’t got no home helicopters and the cops fly they won’t ever leave us lone so tell the niggas that be outside go and get it on your own everytime I walk outside, home invasions all around my way, junkies roaming day in night they all up in my face, my girls told me that there’s a house down greenmount with a safe, so i’m riding out at 2 am to look around the place, walk inside guess no one there the night is going smoove yeah, scoped it out for days I know the ins and outs we cool yeah, everything seems like breeze we got up to the room yeah, found it was set up and don’t know what to do yeah, ran for my life, 12 came so I ran from the lights, ran track never ran back coulda swore I woulda ran for the night, ran for my life, momma told me don’t go in the house and she was right it’s cold world there, I don’t even wanna go outside when I’m looking outside little niggas on they own all we ever hear is shots fired bullets they ain’t got no home helicopters and the cops fly they won’t ever leave us lone so tell the niggas that be outside go and get it on your own don’t you come outside, don’t come round the gang swear to god we got mobties, niggas selling work, selling green tops like hot fries, somebody my age just got killed down by the popeyes, see it everyday so I laugh if off haha, and I ain’t even go to school today, don’t wanna be no cubicle nigga, imma get the bread a cooler way, uncle locked up mom locked up cousins locked for they foolish ways, i’m doing me like I grown man, Imma do it on my own then, niggas down the heights wanna kill me, never ran I won’t start today, talking real tough tryna grill me, guess i’ll walk with the glock today, i’m the great like pompey, guess I gotta go the hard way so i’m lookin up to el chapo, and I don’t care what grandma say when I’m looking outside little niggas on they own all we ever hear is shots fired bullets they ain’t got no home helicopters and the cops fly they won’t ever leave us lone so tell the niggas that be outside go and get it on your own

moose get the bag, imma do the dash getting to the cash, stacking them figures, always had it bad, got it hard so I got no choice but to drag on you niggas, ain’t sleep in 2 days, been moving hazy I need adderal nigga, collateral damage when i’m pulling up nice girl but I be with them federal niggas, damn, been ducked off, real chill, heard dummies talk em so i’m rey test em, i’m best out, real spill, you disagree? burials expensive, I got reflexes, nigga back back for a razor cut up the tension, swole up ya mouth if the name getting mentioned, clip like the braids bih it come with extensions, he touch the chain that’s gon be where he lay at told me he love me I told him don’t say that nawh forreal, these niggas is clowns forreal- tuh. and homie don’t play that, can’t even drive but I just whipped a maybach humduallah I’m cool with the arabs, cute like my mama, a g like my uncle just like my father straight violent- hey dad! pull up with a nigga that look like e man rollie face all opp red like a demon, hated me back then now i’m on demand, go get the bread don’t worry what dee on, - my old bae tryna ride the new flavor, he don’t know that i’m in a new season, - shoot a nigga banana clips man since he always tryna act like king kong hit yo from this way hit yo from that way have em goin back and forth like ping pong lotta talk about dee ain’t about it last nigga tried, we still ain’t find him moose out the mud, i’ll make a call do you dirty, 12 ask what I seen? nada. never was good at math less it’s counting cash, and i’ll still take care of a problem,

I might dump my old dude and then get me a new one in time for the summer, you dodging the smoke, you say you a boss but whole time you a runner I might hit my old school and stunt on em all i’m what they made fun of might get a bag might blow it all, spending the hunnas I might get a dude and make him buy me diamonds don’t give him a number you might tell the judge if you get on the stand but you say you the gunner, he might say he love me I already know that he tryna get under might get a bag I might blow it all, spending the hunnas I might hit the mall and ball, I might go and make a call, I might go and get it all, my nigga he say I got no heart, you right don’t you get involved, I might, put you on a wall I might have a momma walking slow singing with her head down- hmmm bye bye back back, i’ll turn this to bagdahd, tryna save the day all it’s gon do is turn you to a hashtag don’t go on dates I just want the cake city girl where the bag at say you gang gang get g checked lil nigga where ya rag at - oops did I do that, nigga where ya haiku at, not talking poems, boy do you tote em- nigga get - ya mind blew back, aha- well why you laugh, this no joke, got the smoke to make you choke boy you broke, yeah I tote, that’s just so you know I might dump my old dude and then get me a new one in time for the summer, you dodging the smoke, you say you a boss but whole time you a runner I might hit my old school and stunt on em all i’m what they made fun of might get a bag might blow it all, spending the hunnas I might get a dude and make him buy me diamonds don’t give him a number you might tell the judge if you get on the stand but you say you the gunner, he might say he love me I already know that he tryna get under might get a bag I might blow it all, spending the hunnas I might just kill sumn, critics knowing i’m the ill one, pulled up on a nigga almost made him see his maker let him go he still running, I reside in a I might get you killed here place if you really want it care free- so I ain’t stopping till the coppers coming tell em jump sum if they feel bunny, shot broad daylight blue attire now the hood calling me teal bundy got the sicket flow with the sicket fit so I walk around like I feel funny might aim the thang to ya face, might carry mace and tear gas the entire place i’m crazy, knew that from the gate, I might go insane, kill you - plead crazy win case I might just go ghost then pull back up in a rolls i’ll strike, watch them pose i’m snapping the pictures with blows if you being nosy i’ll aim for ya nose all bout my bs and how I get dough it’s a cold world don’t end up inna snow I might just hit funeral hand you a rose I might dump my old dude and then get me a new one in time for the summer, you dodging the smoke, you say you a boss but whole time you a runner I might hit my old school and stunt on em all i’m what they made fun of might get a bag might blow it all, spending the hunnas I might get a dude and make him buy me diamonds don’t give him a number you might tell the judge if you get on the stand but you say you the gunner, he might say he love me I already know that he tryna get under might get a bag I might blow it all, spending the hunnas

Please don’t hit my line it’s going crazy going crazy Beep beep Beep beep Beep beep Please don’t hit my line it’s going crazy going crazy Beep beep Beep beep Beep beep Lil nigga i’m grown grown gone watch it go go down if I pull up with the he- eat try me that’s a nono never been a hoe on god imma turn his brain 3d chain shine like nigga can you see me my jeweler he blessed me with that cake errbody got something to say well they can say it to my face got this lil baby keep it lowkey so y’all blogs will never know, he think i’m crazy cause I tell em duck when we be in the store like boy do you know who I am you know the gram gon watch and blow and all my niggas gon see pictures and I can’t lose none my hoes i’m keeping it real with you and I can’t keep it no less than a stack here go this ounce you go flip that but bring my percentage right back nobody mess with me in real life cause they know they getting smacked I don’t meet up no more I have my dummy door dash me the pack Please don’t hit my line it’s going crazy tell em page me beep beep Boy you acting rich we know u broke u can not pay me cheap cheap Walking thru the crowd they know my name they always screaming dee dee I be doing me stay in yo lane you always swerving Beep beep Beep beep Beep beep MANGO juice all in my double cup I don’t sip act I don’t drink lean ex called me back like I love you I hit him back like what you mean I need my bread I need my blue mixed with yellow I need that green, I don’t show guns on my ig but best believe sum in my jeans I don’t send verses back until my paypal hit me with that cake, these niggas don’t got lambos y’all bamboozled they working val ay and all these ig thotties want the beef until they get filet’d they capping all i hear is womp womp womp womp womp shout out vuh lay we ain’t got nothing to talk about unless i’m getting paid you not on business I just walk it out cause there’s nothing to say make a play BEEP BEEP my plug on the way 3 years running this a 3 peat pull up inna jee- eep hop out spray- damn Please don’t hit my line it’s going crazy going crazy Beep beep Beep beep Please don’t hit my line it’s going crazy going crazy Beep beep Beep beep

DEETRANADA: i’m not in mood we is not cool, you is bouta tell me what to do, i’m not with the talking i’m not with the bluffing i’m not into following all of the rules i’m not with the oh why you got such an attitude cause I hate when y’all ni**as assume I don’t care witch way y’all take that sentence but make sure you pick up the broom. crumb. I just be all in my own world doing me and y’all swear I be rude. dumb, Oh y’all must think i’m a fool or sum? I’m not gon ACT like i’m cool for nun, I don’t care, give me the moon, the sun, try me I promise you got the right one, I took a break for a month and I heard these haters just wanted me done, they be saying i’m crazy a good amount of y’all hate me rappers be frauding im not tryna link - I ain’t been feeling y’all lately, I don’t got friends, I’m good on those, all these ni**as fugazi, Why you so this why you so that, man just hear what I’m saying HOOK: Hear what I’m saying and understand when I’m mad i do the most I know I’m nice i know I’m bad i do not brag i do not boast Don’t like my mouth don’t like them broke you got no bag u gotta go That’s my atti i be draggin u was asking here i go StarrZ: Heard they asking, I been spazzing Want that action? Here I go Check my fashion, dressed immaculate I been dragging since like 4 If she phat then I might tap it I like a** and I like ho** If they captain we toe tagging CT blasting at yo door , whoa Humble don’t live here I’m a big headed ni**a and I been here Ain't no underground ni**a, been running round ni**a I been top 5 here like 10 years When I rap game over like GG All of these Ws got me VVS I done made 100k off TV Long way from the trunk wit the CDs Long way from the block, where you running from the cops Gotta watch for the opps tryna end me Running to the top, i'm just tryna get my shot I aint tryna get blocked no Dikembe Only dimes on my side when u see me Know im washing a 10 like DC And they laughed at the boy like Keke Now they all love a ni**a like Keke And if Dee tell me get em ima get em on site And the way im spending money u would think im selling white If I want her I can get her that’s a DM and a flight You don't like it when u see me we can sh**t or we can fight That’s my atti HOOK: Hear what I’m saying and understand when I’m mad i do the most I know I’m nice i know I’m bad i do not brag i do not boast Don’t like my mouth don’t like them broke you got no bag u gotta go That’s my atti i be draggin u was asking here i go DEETRANADA: ni**as saying i’m rude, ni**as saying i’m this, saying i’m that, I been keeping my cool, tryna be nice, f it it’s that on that, i’m the type to bust a head open just because they don’t like my raps, used to be nice now they confused cause them ni**as can’t handle my attitude Ahh

in the house too much I always wake up late, and everybody tell me “damn you gonna sleep ya life away” shoot. too anxious lately, gotta go, everyday i’m gone on the road, fans see me they freak out take cell phone out and flick it up strike a pose that’s how it go, I just need to know, why i’m always in a cubicle, beautiful twisted thoughts bout who gon show up at my funeral, ... yeah - I know I been real sad - I know my face tell it all when I feel like i’m getting mad - it shows, I been in my bag, excuse the duffels round my eyes my bad, still skipping class, real blunt when it comes down to that, I pass, time wasting time- and time again, I show my ahh, and blast my niggas that ain’t my niggas, go back to being sad, and laugh, on god it’s bad I put my all in, guess that’s what they call it, trying to put ya heart in only end up leaving you all heartless, guess i’m weird regardless, tried to cry for help since I started, this whole thing retarded, niggas fired if we being honest, well i’m being honest, bottled everything up some. things. that- I never speak of, family quote unquote trifling damn well time to speak up because I got mixed personalities can’t you see us? ease up, I hate everybody! nobody showing me love, the mirror talking to me, saying she missing the old me, well that’s the old me, oh jeez- you moving ya hands too much, I think I might OD you chewing too loud, you walking to close, you asking me things I don’t even know, you staring too long, you seeing my soul, niggas is killing me I need to go, the room is too hot, my heart is too cold, the word that you used got too many o’s i’m growing too fast like what i’m supposed to do, I won’t get close to you, i’ll ruin ya life, my niggas is telling me diamond I miss the older you, - I’m just anxious.

running from my problems daily, i’m lapping lately been relapsing on my flaws and my bad habits I been sad I broke up with my ex, he don’t find me attractive he just tell me he still love me just so he can keep me trapped I messed it up with my day one that rocked with me before I rapped, held all my problems so long he ended up seeing me snap everytime I hit him it’s a bunch of imma call you backs with no call back I lost my only friend I hate myself for that I hate myself for everything I do everything I say everything I lose and everything I made I don’t do this for you don’t do this for they I been on the move i’m too young to stay got ADD I can’t even keep my mind in place how imma stay been messed up for a while F ya meditate and namastes I don’t even talk to god no more so tbh how imma pray? don’t even got things figured out but like keep screaming andele my mind been holding so much weight I don’t even know what imma say but they say suck it up this the life you was given second guess thoughts when I thought I even said it- I wanna frank drive in the ocean in a rover that’s rented cause all this pain I went through left me so dented everybody acting different to me probably paranoid and i’m tripping I don’t go out, I don’t like the attention and not to mention niggas fake they hate me now and want me dead but they gon’ act like they all love me when i’m gone and i’m finished let’s talk about it change it’s not hereditary love been scarce, scared of love, I hate february I been close to death a hunned times I guess it can be scary life ain’t really hit me till the seventh day of january I ain’t really gonna jump in the matter but in that hospital bed- all I heard from demons was laughter I beat my wrists up so much they thought a nigga got battered moral of story- a sister almost ended her chapter but aye i’m still here! nigga I lived! I only care about the quality, word to taliib I kept it moving and i’m acting like it ain’t even happen kinda like how family act when you tell them you saddened, now that’s some sad shit all my life I grew up as the outcast the bad kid the “shut your mouth you’re going through a phase you ain’t sad” kid never won awards for nun, you ain’t never had shit so i’m gonna count it up and spend it till I vanish magic, I never believed in it I hate bringing it up, cause it feel i’m reliving it I hope I come to peace with Diamond so i’ll say we did it, I appreciate the grit in her because we really lived it, always dreamed of living lavish now I got LV on my belt I guard my heart with all my demons- they don’t know how I felt that’s why I always want the smoke- I load the G’s in the L’s cause the main person always fighting me was myself. damn.